Today I need to vent

Ugh.
Work.

As soon as I find a way to live a moderate life and give up the grind of a full work day it's goodbye…
I hate to complain, it's a good job, I work from home with no one ever looking over my shoulder  - when I need five minutes to clear my brain I can do it without having to explain anything.

It's liberating.
At least for working a formal job.

But what's not liberating is the stifled creativity that lurks in my SOUL right now.
No way out. Screaming for a way to break out of its prison.
In the meantime, I die a little each day.

The paintings are there, unfinished,
Great new creative projects for jewelry never seeing the light of day.
No time to just SOAK into the rest of the world's creative process.
I loose myself and the more lost I am the happier a person I am.

Cubicle Farms….
Computer = Ball and Chain
How do you people live like this?

"Look at you lot, you're all so vacant. Is it nice not being me? It must be so relaxing."
Sherlock - I totally understand you….

So today I am trying to solve an issue for a customer who took a simple set of directions with pictures and screwed up a simple purchase.

"Look at you lot, you're all so vacant. Is it nice not being me? It must be so relaxing."

I understand - this post means nothing, but today, I must must must vent.

Today.

As another piece of work compiled so beautifully in my mind's eye slowly disappears….

Today…

like every other day.